The beginning of a new end

It seemed like the world had ended It seemed like a new world had begun Was it joy or was it pain The confusion in the mind compounded Her voice still ringing All the words that she said The smile that caused the flutter Still flashed in my head The heart is still very heavy Can’t come to terms with it It’ll be hard to hide the feelings The next time that we meet Oh lord! Why did it have to end this way? Why does it always do? Do I have to forever live hearing, “There’s a better one for you”